A Long Winded Story of Disability - 4 Posts Start Here

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Recently I had a problem – not the first – with accommodative technology ala Microsoft. In many venues, streaming or otherwise, I have trouble comprehending what people are saying, though with my latest hearing equipment, it’s fairly manageable overall. Thus, I was using an accommodation provided in Windows called “Live Captions.”

Live Captions does what it says – it captions any speech coming through the “speaker” side of the computer audio stream. The quality of the captioning is considerably better than Google’s “Live Transcribe” on my phone (for that device’s audio), but it’s still nowhere near perfect, and can easily be compared to a standup comedian (including audience hurled tomatoes) with some of the errors it routinely makes.

That said, it was more helpful to me than not, so I made it my de facto standard for streaming venues on the PC. Then one fine day, it abandoned me like most of my past girlfriends did when they discovered I like garlic in most things that aren’t dessert.

It simply decided to retire from the Windows environment, even though it was still recognized by the system and even had an icon that you could merrily click away on – with absolutely no result – as if nobody was home at all in the Microsoft mansion.

Being the technophile that you all (um…) know I am, once I got past my miserable frustration, I took the situation as an interesting techno-challenge. So below is a short list of things I did in sequence to see if I could win at least a bronze medal at the Microsoft techno-Olympics.

1.      Restart the computer with a hopeful heart. Nope.

2.      Cycle the power on the computer (chippy-doos might have gotten clogged). Nope.

3.       Run SFC and DISM tools – techno babble names for a couple of powerful system scan and repair procedures when things get really goobered up. Nope!

4.      Do an underhanded re-install of the whole operating system (overwrites Windows but keeps user files & folders) – more complicated than you want to know here. UNBELIEVABLY, Nope!

What this complete failure of problem resolution means is that:

a)      The computer hardware is fine.

b)      The Windows operating system as certified by Microsoft is fine – according to Microsoft anyway.

c)      Tough nuts, there’s a bug in the certified Windows operating system – so it’s fine, it just doesn't happen to work at present (hehe). Maybe Microsoft will fix this at some point. Punchline -they did eventually!

All of the above can be considered as the “why” for what follows. I was at one of those pivotal points where I could only decide that I needed to look around (AKA Google search) for a better captioning solution than Windows could (or couldn’t at that time) provide.

One of the things that came up in my search was “Speaksee” an outfit located in Rotterdam (yes, Netherlands) that offers a fascinating pile of networked captioning hardware and software that allows real-time captioning of speech (ala microphones) that end up on your phone via an app (mine is Android, but I’m pretty sure iPhone is also supported). They also have an app for Windows that will caption all the computer output audio as text in a way better format than the Microsoft thing. Gotta love them big letters in any color I want! I contacted them and wound up in an early morning (my end) Teams meeting with an awesome sales guy who took me through a whole demo of the product with captions showing up on my phone with him talking from all the way across the sea! It was phenomenal, so I said the line from an old song (inversely paraphrased) “… lay that paper on me and show me where to sign!”

It took a little intercontinental money transactional transference gobbledygook, but I ended up purchasing their “Microphone Kit” thus gaining free access (for one year) to all their services including the PC app. Everything they sell that’s not physical (like is the physical aspect of the Microphone Kit) is based on subscription – which I generally eschew – but this is pretty important to me, and I hadn’t seen anything better. So, I jumped in with both feet.

One very important thing I should mention here, in case anyone is reading this and for whom this sort of thing may apply (AKA deaf/HOH people), is that this stuff isn’t cheap. You’ll need roughly a couple of grand U.S. to dive in for real. To be honest, much faith was required for me during most of the process up till recently (a couple of months now).

I’m happy to report that my faith has been validated multiple times, though not without difficulties. At this point, I really love this company and the people I’ve interacted with. They took every single issue I brought to them very seriously and wouldn’t rest until I was happy with the resolution.

The above makes perfect sense because the entire reason the company exists is because its founders (still there) were frustrated. Why frustrated? Because the founders are or intimately know deaf/HOH people. They understand. They understand how modern technology corporations (see Microsoft and Google above) give a passing nod to hearing disabled people (probably other disabilities as well), and sure, try their best to not get sued over rules/laws like the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA). But the technical solutions they (Microsoft, etc.) provide are currently second tier at best, just enough to pass muster with an apparent lack of understanding of what we (HOH) people really need and want.

And in case you haven’t guessed, I didn’t bold/italic the word frustrated above for nothing.

When I think about it, I’m pretty sure I’m not at all alone in my frustrations as a person with (multiple) disabilities. As mentioned in an earlier post here, earthlings in general (including me) are lazy bastards, and will expend the minimum energy required to get something done, whether or not the state called “done” represents “complete success,” whatever that means.

History doesn’t really smile on people with disabilities (as we currently define them – don’t get me started). We’re certainly better off today than we were in, say, the 12th century. Back then (as I understand it) they didn’t have many disabled people! Of course not. If a person was not fully endowed with functioning motor or communications or cognitive equipment (biological), and if they weren’t snuffed out at birth, the only reasonable expectation for them was to live in squalor and want, hanging on a thread of charity until they finally succumbed to the typical afflictions earlier than people without those limitations encountered – things were pretty bad for everybody back then, I’m pretty sure.

So here we are rocking the 21st century, almost ¼ way, and technology is the thing, man! Give me a walking gizmo, a seeing gizmo, a speaking gizmo, a hearing gizmo, and maybe even a pooping gizmo, and oh, I forgot, a thinking gizmo! Now you all know that if you hand me any of those bits of techno-magic, I’ll be all over it, doing my best to break it if not master it.

As you’ve already read, the offerings of what I call the “big boys” (don’t feel bad girls, it’s not a compliment) are very expedient for them but less so for us. Their expedience, of course, hangs on the profit margin. No, I won’t dive down that rabbit hole, I promise. I’m not going to blame my misery on big capitalism (today). My point is about reasonable expectations that a person like me with several “disabilities” can hold – reasonably.

I’ve heard it said that nobody other than ourselves can possibly know what you or I need in order to be happy in this life. Sure, there are the basics of some slop to eat, a cardboard rain shelter and an AK-47 for entertainment. Roughly speaking, I’ve had the first two. My disabilities mostly crept up on me slowly, one at a time, inviting their friends to join in along the way. By the time the (U.S.) Social Security Administration got hold of my application, all of those (about 4 or 5 of them) waved their arms wildly screaming “Look at us! One at a time we’re little and silly, but together we have POWER!” SSA (at the time, anyway, and after many months and a doctor’s note) was friendly enough to say “Ok! Shuddup all of you! We’ll give him the goods.”

Nothing quite like a “constellation” – as I like to call it – of disabilities.

So how is Paul disabled, you (maybe) ask? Let us count the ways!

1.      Nearly lifelong and progressive hearing issues

2.      An associated balance disorder, somewhat inversely progressive

3.      A who knows if it’s associated mental disorder

4.      Allergies to absolutely anything that grows from the ground, tosses up pollen and is green

5.      Alcoholism (who knew that was a disability?)

Now let’s extrapolate one by one. Next post:

https://fullyanchoredblog.blogspot.com/2024/11/the-hearing-issues-long-story.html


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